halo....
My name is Ismail, Vee to some of you. I er.... (oh dear starting a blog and not writing lectures is kinda odd indeed) well, err..

I am 14 years old?Love playing all sorts of games, from the girly ones (Audition) to the sickeningly violent (Gears of War)... but simply love multiplayer games (dota i guess). Such satisfaction from winning a game over your friend sitting 5cm away...

Moving on. Ahem.

am in St Johns, And debate. Dont ask me to quit either, its like deciding to cut off your raisins or your bananas. Both are bloody painful. But its just that for one, there is a teacher looking over you, with a knife. So be well behaved and look prim and proper, for that is the proper decorum of a ma who attempts to convince. Your 1st 3mins of interactions are what counts, but to me, its yur first facial expression before you socialise, larger impact eh?

Hmm... I must also stop writing metre long posts. Boring to read they say.

love chocolate, hm... all kinds, (cant eat rumraisin), hate crab meat. Love all kinds of sweet milk tea flavors... Finds pure indulgence in eating my own maggi. ^^ It rocks, recipe? Dont ask, varies each time.

wad else could there be to find out about me?

Hmm.... I find it annoying if my interactions with the opposite gender are immediately classified as, i shall not say flirt, fine flirt. Am I? If I am, then I put myself in a state of self-denial. Unhealthy, but helps you live on. I like cats, feel like glaring back at CL Wei Qi's dog,

Does not like art because it does not suit my short attention span, likes anything to do with the computer but hates accidentally uploading a virus, thinks that his cca is full of ups and downs and will try his very very best to think that it is always up despite the demoralising response from others and getting pumped 30 and running up and down for not polishing the other side of your boots...

too hectic. Well, thats me Part 1. but honestly (Just an expression for this part, i *am* honest about *almost* everything that i say or do... Hehe >.>

I am quite depressed. I lead a very hectic lifestyle and can't find time to even sleep properly.

I am quite happy with the fact that even after all the messy goofs i make people, well at least some can take me for what i am.

Think i have split personalities, I am different to everyone. Can't find myself.

delighted that polishing boots is an obligation not compulsory, I will now polish it till it shines so i can boot Jagdave's ^^

Feel hollow almost every second of my life. Some cheeky people say i'm missing a girl, but I'm too... self-denial to accept such a thing, if it is a girl? Who do i seek? Hello, find me another reason or this reason adds to depression. Hmm... Yup

Well, Till my blog entry meets the gaze of your eyes again.

i.Smail. ^^