Sunday, July 6, 2008

i seriously have no idea what the title is for.

I feel disturbed.
I feel angry.
I feel agitated.
I feel pissed.
I feel mad.
I feel sold out.
I feel shagged. (if my ex-AC trainer still reads this. No, i wasn't having sex x) )
I feel lost.
I feel disoriented.
I feel sleepy.
I feel hollow.

I want to sleep,
just sleep it all off.
Then wake up ( to do what? )
Do Math? No.
Do English? maybe.
Do MSN? I rarely do.
Do Sleeping? I don't like sleeping in the day while I'm at home.
Do WHAT THEN?

Good question. I dunno. I'm turning more deranged by the day.
More insane.
More crazy. Bad sense.
More eccentric.
More unpredictable.
More irrational.

Anyways. LOVE QN OF THE DAY + FREE SOLUTION.
How to show you're jealous about someone without actually being to obvious?

1. Have loads of green stuff. Watermelons, green apples, green paper.

2. Place it around the person's usual locations.

3. Write down in ur best writing,

Love,
(your name) <3

Saturday, July 5, 2008

iSmail isn't feeling too well.

Referring to the title, I must confess,
I haven't really been in the best of moods.
It's like damn... damn... err...
well, enough elaboration.
The vulgar part of me is triggering itself.
You know, all the f and cb and all flying all over.
Nvm, I'm better than that.

What happened lately, well,
reasons to be happy (esplanade trip =D)
reasons to be otherwise (majority of everything else)

Nvm, I'll feel happy talking about the esplanade trip.
It was awesome.
We reached JUST IN TIME.
Any minute later and I guess we'll have missed the whole show.
Why do ladies take so long to dress up.
Heh, siew beng was getting so stressed it amused me. Seriously.

BBOYS & BALLERINA

About the ballerina who fell in love with a B-boy. (A fella who brk-dances)
Anyways, so she learns how to brkdance blah blah and got jealousy cases and alot of dancing. Cool dancing. Summarised well I guess.

Although it does come to certain wonder as to why the girl seems to want to assimilate to the boy so much rather than the other way around. Well, not my place to talk about love. x)

Anyways, we then moved on to eat at Pizza Hut. Took us a long time to find a halal place. Never ever try to eat at Raffles City Shopping Mall, unless you want to eat at Burger Kings. Burger Kings, where I lost my phone.

Oh, and I went to a CKP concert immediately after SJAB yesterday.
It was cute. Small children walking around and everything.
Viewing the concert from the floor.
Meeting my teacher.
Oh yeah, Shaun Tok was singing there,
haha, my teacher said he wore skinnies that made him look like bird legs. x) It was funny when one entitles themselves to give their own opinion that goes against majority.
Oh, his voice is breaking!

Other reasons to be not so happy,
there's like so much that I can't pinpoint.
Well, studies wise. Everything's falling apart.
Seriously.
I sleep more again.
I don't even bother to do one question while I pretend to study.

I'm so shagged I barely give myself the oppurtunity to do my normal sms conversations. Just, sleep it all off. And return to school the next morning.

I mean, argh. FUCK LAH.

its not you guys, or the sec 1s.
its just that...
I've been so shagged and...
tired and,
agitated.
Well, but the shouting in front of the Surabaya procession felt odd.
Look left, right, front, center. Goodness is that impossible? grr. I just snapped.

and that person is pushing it. Not sec 1 mind you, much older.


OH!

ESTHER TAN

HATES ME

COS I

BULLIED HER D:

She asked me to write that down xD