Wednesday, August 27, 2008

EDITS! :D

I needed a new skin. For laughs.
Links will be done soon, i promise Loyce'll be in it x)
Previous post edited, I forgot to put in Kah Lun's and Adam's name in the todo list. x)

Peace,

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Thanks for the memories ;D

and no, it isn't the song meant to be talking about the hooker.
Anyways I see that I happen to be posting again.
But much to "my" happiness, its not about me.
Its about well. Alot of people.


8 AUGUST 2008. (88. Its a cool number)
That happened to be the first ever SIBS BEEVE DAY. =D

thanks to Beverley for being one the most marvellous sisters ever.
thanks for keeping me un-bored.
thanks for giving me a will to continue.
thanks for the chance to let me retain that partial bursting energy I keep,
thanks for being around to talk to me,
thanks for the joy and excitement you bring,
thanks for the laughter you create,

thanks for never judging me otherwise.


Sorry at times it slips my mind to reply,
Sorry about late year 2006, when i talked a whole lot less
Sorry at times I somehow seem a little bit down.
Sorry that we never really "talked".
Sorry I had been shy,
Sorry that I had to leave,
and i most sincerely regret everything,
yet thank you for telling me,
"its not too late".
Sorry for everything, thanks to you for everything else,
A - Z ,
year 2006-2008,
Simei to Hougang,
as far as my memories bring me,
you made my life a whole lot sweeter =]
(and I hope the doggy'll keep you company well ;D )
stay forever cute.
stay forever marvellous,
as you've always had.

OH! And I do remember alot of things.
Its strange most of it involves looking at the phone.
But well, makes me see myself like...
Way back.
When you first asked if I could be your brother.
I was completely lost.
Hehe, never got the idea then.
I mean, come on, am i to blame,
I just "graduated" from primary school.
And that was the trend of "BFF" , or "BFFNMWH"
or "BFF-whatever-comes-next"
I still remember asking.
"err, so what happens when I become your brother"
Gosh, that was me.
Heh,
and you were one of the first few I started the idea of talking over sms.
and somehow, I think you partly made me what I am.
the joy, the sharing, the laughter, the happiness.
It was cloud nine when I think about it.
Awesome eh. xD

To end, i'll just quote from Bon Jovi,
"I'll be there for you,
these five words I swear to you"

World of Our Own [US Mix] - westlife

-Love,
ismail =D


P.S. My hotline's still open 24hrs for you =P



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This one goes to the other people who always were the coolest,
and who made me what I am too.
Well, hehe, except Andy. I'll never be a perv =P



Joel.

Thanks for everything bro,
Can't imagine how much my life would change w/o you.
Maybe i would have been awesome friends with the one you bully x)
I'm really sorry for whatever wrong / bad stuff / bad deeds / evil deeds
I did to you.
i just wish I could take it all back.
And no, I don't think your singing sucks.
And no, I never meant it when you were jealous =x
I'm real sorry I couldn't heed your advice on that one woman.
That woman, THE woman.
Maybe there was nothing to prove,
Maybe it was my whole self at stake,
to date. I guess I still dunno.
At least she won't terrorise anyone else,
people who deserved chances.
With all the times you mocked / scolded / joked / talked behnd my back / made all sorts of faces / etc etc etc about me.
I really appreciate it,
makes me see myself sometimes.
And you were also one of those always there.
Stay happy and smaily bro,
Try to "unscrew" yourself as you did for me,
I won't mind singing Superman till the cows come home.
That was the first song we sang together.
And Andy was the pretty boy xD
let's smail like we used to


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Sturt.

Original Name: Stuart Siew Bing Quan
After that one music lesson: Sturt Source Based Question.
Talk about evil.
Well, you're also another guy who err...
Made me go through alot.
Apart from all the sacarsm, mocking and everything.
Time with you was just awesome.
Well, especially pickleball I guess.
I'm still warming up you noob. =P
You know, I really hope you somehow get your "Sturt's final fantasy" straight.
Along with that one destination.
Try to focus on your destination eh,
Sceneries are nice to see,
dangerous to visit xD
And yeah, you're still cute.
No matter how tall you grow
(it's shocking you're growing taller,
I think i've been stagnating too much)
or old you get.
(14 - 15 yrs old only got 1 yr diff NIA =P)
Anyways, thx for the joy.
And dun worry about the phones stealing cases.
Even though it was countless.
i did find it pretty fun xD
Sorry if i ever got angry or wad.
and about my super messy
and occasional perv self.
Hehe, well,
Cya soon buddy =D
and i think my basketball still rocks more than you =P

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Royce.

Damn royce, you make me cry.
Really, when i really thought about it,
it was a time i cried for someone other than me,
which hasnt happened in a long, long time.
And dn worry, you didnt spoil my mood,
you just made me a little.
Sad.
Well, not to matter.
You were a damn marvellous and unique character in my life you know.
Singing from that cute red file.
Creating the Royce Woo Academy with its own set of rules.
(I still dun think I'll ever join it xD)
Beatboxing with the I sound like a robot
Calling me spastic.
Calling me retarded.
Calling me a bloody fool.
And your smile is damn... you.
Your laugh is dam infectious.
I just wished I could have been there for you more back then,
now, and for all time.
I'm just a ring away Royce.
You know, if i ever become a filthy rich billionaire.
I'll get myself that car. Rolls Royce.
And I'll tell people,
my car has the same name
with one of the greatest people in the world =)

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Siew Beng

I can cry when I read your post.
But here's to you.
I came in XMS.
And I never knew Koh Siew Beng.
In fact, when I entered SJAB.
I never really knew Koh Siew Beng.
Nor Zenson.
Then I got the knack of suddenly shouting.
SIEW BENG YOU ROCK.
for no reason.
Little did I know,
that this would eventually come true.
Then you entered SJAB AC.
And we met ADAM! (He was just a Lance Corporal back then)
then we talked. and wondered why the team rarely was together.
and you live in TP. makes our route home quite similar.
Loads of time to talk.
No matter how long the story or topic was.
It was a long road home.
And sometimes, still it wasnt really enough.
I'm really sorry about the day you returned from CVSS.
It was not really meant to offend you,
but I guess we overdid it.
And I'm real sorry for getting lost while you were in a bad mood.
I just wanted to try to hasten the way back.
Turned out luck doesnt really like me.
Thanks for all the understanding,
Thanks for keeping me company.
You've changed alot for the better.
And I don't think our friendship will change any way it is.
And I do find the journey home,
a little lonely. A little short.
Each time I head to Hougang on a 72 bus.
I somehow feel that you were there.
Well, thanks for everything too,
good luck with your problems.
I'll listen if you need me.
Till next time, =D

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I think i'll take pretty long for the next few people.
But i'll post. Gives me a little topic for the next few weeks.

Shi Li
Andy
Teng Yong
James
Amirul
Dave
Zenson
Isaac
Jagdave
Staff NAB
kah Lun
OCT ADAM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Yes yes, the pressure to blog.
I've been under immense pressure lately.
Projects. Tests. Etcetera... etcetera... etcetera.
It's simple why I don't wanna blog actually.
I'm gonna piss people off.
You know, LATELY.
I've been doubly sacarstic,
doubly mean. Double Kao bei.
Of course, most of it happens at the back of my head.
Hehe =)

WELL! National Day went over pretty quickly.
Then went to celebrate Matthias' birthday.
He's a marvellous man begetting all sorts of undeserved stress.
Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright.
Time heals well... most stuff =)

I've also been packing food lately. Yes, I seem dam random.
WHY? 1) Save Money
2) So I can Have more money
3) canteen food is horrible.
4) Eating in school is just so I won't starve anyway =)
And I'm getting that thing =D

I've been remembering my old school alot.
It was awesome. Fun like just super heck care sort.
Imagine Burning worksheets by accident,
breaking loads of lab stuff.
Wasting MAMA LEMONS.
Standing outside class.
Fooling around.
The great thing about memories,
more than half of it make you laugh x)

Visited my granddad in hospital too.
Feel dam sad for him.
Even sadder it has to take a hospital stay for me to try to go to him again.

Missed a meet up wit my xms friends. Cancelled the concert.
Feel dam bad. Dam angry.
Why must the world be so busy?
DAY. OFF! Please.


Really don't have much to say right now.
Serious. BUT! I remembered an awesome song. Smile - Lily Allen
She sings like a depressed psycho lah.