Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Current Mood: All over th place.
That's a common mood is it.
All over the place.
As are my thoughts,
my goals,
my sensibility.


I'm feeling exhausted somehow.
Guess it's all starting to come to me.
Then I feel helpless, pathetic like how I usually am.
Somehow my patience takes a hit.
Why can't it stop?

Stab. Stab. Stab.
Ouch, it's hurting me from th insides.
Oh crap, I'm not being me at all am I.
I guess it's yet another phase i'll have to endure for the time being.
Who do you want me to be.
I'm feeling parts of me contradict me

I guess in all my wallowing.
I know exactly what I want.
Yet it's things that you want most-
that never will come.
Guess time heals all wounds,
but if it takes too long,
is there much of th recovery to enjoy?
Before it all falls apart again.
Ismail.

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