Im NOT EMO ._.

By the above mentioned title I, Ismail Zainal would like to make a clarification.

Wait, a few clarifications. Multiple clarifications.

It will address all your issues with my weirdicity. As in, weirder than my usual weird.

Yes, I am speaking formally this time. it is in preparation for the use of archaic english in my later posts. xD Or i shall consider using twit. Considering the fluctuation of twitty language in Audition.


THAT IS OFF TOPIC! So back to what I was saying,

I am trying not to sound like what I am about to disclaim,

so thy shall bear with me. xD
--------------Accusations of the Poor Bugger---------------


1)Ismail you're emoing.

Yes, for the weeks of april that seems the prevalent topic-starter when talking to me.
Hmm, I shall admit. I shall confess. I shall tell you the very inevitable.

I am not emo-ing ._.

I do NOT emo. i do NOT slit. i do NOT have a stone wall for a face.
Would you like to be sentenced to an hour of staring to be convinced my eyes still have life? =P
As I was saying. Smail says NO to emo.
Smail and Emo generally are polar opposites.
Do you see an emo fella walking around and laughing for no reason?
No, he hangs out with his best friends. his pen-knife and his iPod,
and a little notebook where he will sketch in emo terms like.
I really don't understand what's going on with my life,
someone help me.


Well, someone help them, and when help comes.
They reply: I am not emo.
Aren't they a hilarious bunch.
Back to topic. I am not emo. <--- that is a full stop.


2) Why you look so shagged?

i feel sick, I haven't been having enough sleep xD
Mugging / Contemplating on daily life.


3) Are you lovesick?
Goodness Gracious what kind of question is that.
its either
a) you took my previous post too literally. or
b) you think that I'm lovesick cos everyone says I'm emo.
c) you suddenly see scrawlings of love of my table. That's NOT mine. Well, most of it. xD

Gee, that's a little... weird.
Ismail and Lovesick.
Smailyfaces and lovesickness.
Uhh... *raises hands high up*
*big, proud, commanding voice*

IN MY HONEST OPINION,

*back to normal*
I seriously am not.


Yes, I play love scenarios, but all this has been sparked by everyday affairs.
You must understand, there is cause to my randomness.
Basically, it means it sort of just happens.
Back to the lovebit,

1) Other people are falling in love.
2) two Singaporean athletes are falling OUT of love.
3) Reader's Digest was ALL about Love. (Actually most of the time it is)
4) I just watched the brain patterns in love process in action.
5) I think it's everywhere.
6) i suddenly notice more people making out.
*i shall elaborate further on the paragraph with **.
7) I'm hearing stories of people getting despo.
Oxidisation.
8) I start to see people are getting despo.
9) I read a little interesting booklet given out on the relationships of the 3 letter thing.
and the Love. To what extent are they related? Very fascinating isnt it? =)
10) Ms Teo thinks someone has relationship problems just because she got a newspaper lantern.
11) My dad thinks I'm running around misleading girls. (I'm not. Duh xD)


Yes. 11 points on how i somehow got inspiration to chase the part on love.
its very interesting can? Cmon, how would I have known that

Love is Blind,
actually came about from chemical reactions in your brain? =P
So love scenarios basically go smthn like..
if you like him, he doesnt like you blah blah blah.
And you people think im in love. Super Cute lahh xDD


In CONCLUSION. I am not lovesick. =)

I am curious.

**ANYWAYS.
I AM NOT JEALOUS.
I AM NOT ENVIOUS.
I AM NOT LUSTFUL.
I AM NOT BEING NARROW-MINDED.
I AM PISSED, YES.

and i am sick. and. tired. of. ppl. making. out. in. SBS. buses!
You know, i did not pay 55cents to watch you ppl smooch and make out.
Alright I'll be flexible. Go ahead and hug, and lie on each other and kiss.
BUT THE LAST THING I WANT TO HEAR.
Is your *muacks* and your *aaaahhhhhs* and your *awwwws* and your *ooooooohhhhss* and your *nnnnhhhhsssss*.
UNDERSTAND?!
Woah, buay tahan man.
Like, I want to listen music.
I want to rest and have some moments of zen and peace.
And you people are making out.
I shot a stare at one couple the other day.
What? I was on the phone and suddenly the guy want to hanky panky and saw AWWWW.
dam loud.
TVMOBILE + ROAD NOISE + YOUR BULLSHIT
= a seriously unhappy equation of happiness for Smail.


4) Ismail why are you so quiet.
How it all came about i guess.
i am tired, I am feeling helpless. I feel stretched. In a wrong sense,
I am energyless. I need red bull.
red bull gives you wings!
hahahaha, i liked the fella.
I believe I can fly....
I believe and can touch the sky..
You know, I hate it when the little kids think its funny when they change it to
touch the sky and die.
Like wth?
Have you no better sense of humor or rhyme.
Its a meaningful and uplifting song.
Go make fun of Mas Selamat.
Not a good song xD

I sound naggy.


5)Ismail do you have a girlfriend/just broke up with your girlfriend.


Answer to 1st question. No.
Answer to the 2nd qn. No,
Answer to any questions relating to girlfriend. No.

I will sentence to silence whoever says something stupid like,
Do you love your gf? No.

Why do you have the impression i'm obsessed with love?
I'm not. But I am obsessed with matchmaking.
It suddenly seems such an interesting side job.
One success is all you need =D


6) Are you stressed about your test marks for previous tests?
Apart from Malay? No. I'm doing fine thank you for asking =)


7) Are you stressed about ur parents.
Yes.


8) So why are you behaving weirdly.
I presume when you say weirdly you mean differently.
Well, I'm tired and I'm half sick.
I can still smile, but go goofing around too much and I'll faint x.x


Basically I am feeling helpless.
everyone around me seems to be a little less happy.
The world seems to be getting to worked up lately x.x
Smail wishes the world World Happiness.
Its like, World Peace without Happiness will lead to No Peace.
So Happiness must be attained, I think that's logical enough xD

I miss you ppl.

Smail Alwaes.
Good luck for your MYEs. =D

I'll update more stuff soon.

P.S. I suddenly sang Kiss Goodbye choruses again.
Like uhhh o.o